I think I gain weight alreadyyyy. I am always hungry!!! Arghhh…

Afiqah, if you’re fat later Hafeez fun to other girls how?? Better on diet and take care your food.

But I’m really happy. I guess I shall try to stop myself from eating at night. If I keep on eating, I could not have an hour glass body figure.. I will have tummy… L I will not look as pretty as my younger days… LL

I have a very nice and sweet boyfriend. You guys may think he has a childish attitude, but he is the super sweet and romantic person on earth. He is way better than a guy who has an adult attitude but can’t make me smile every minute. He is the kind of guy that all girls want. I’m thankful to GOD that I got to own him. He may not be my first, but he’s my LAST.

Abah tkyh nk marah pehh! Org penatkn baru balik, kena blaja, esok exams. Stress la! Tadi masuk pintu jekk kena marah, abah alek kena bising. MEMEKAK LA KORG NIEK. Kalau skola hari2 ade camp kn best. Senang tkyh nk ddk uma asik kena tengking, bising!! Fcuk laaaaaaaa!! Nabey! CB!!! Orang ada stress pt sini, mcm nk nangis. Dorg ada bising!! Asal kena abang ipar duduk dgn kite?? Susah uhh hidup dgn si Najeeb pt sini. Kena jage. Arghhhhh!!!!!!! FML!!!!

Baby <3 didn’t answer my call.

Where have you been bhy? Get scolded by papa again??? Due to me again??? :(

I love my baby <3 so much. No one can replace the way he pampered me. I really love him. He knows how to make me smile each day. Baby <3 is a stealer. He stole my heart awayyyy. I hope he won’t return it to me and keep it safe in his hands. I don’t want baby to but for my things for birthday. I’m not a materialism girl. I just want him to be by my side all the times. The way he hug me makes me feel safe.

I love the way you held my hands. I love the way you hug my waist. I love the way you kiss my lips. I love the way you touch my softly and gently. I’m yearning for all this every single day bhy.

Don’t steal him away from me please girls. Cause I’ll be lost without him. I LOVE YOU BABY <3

Today had a wonderful time with baby <3 again. Met him in the morning and did our modules together. After class we decided to watch movie. Ditch my cousin just to spend time with baby <3. Sorry ninie. A lot of things happen in the cinema. Shall not say what here. Only me and baby <3 knows.

I really enjoy today as baby <3 could slack with me till 9pm. Awwwwwww^^ Thanks baby <3.

After school there’s cypher meeting about the Welcome Tea event. Went to meeting with baby <3. After that headed to 7elevan to buy cup noodles. Freaking hungry. Ate at Admiralty Park. Had fun with baby <3. Baby <3 is sooooooooooooo naughty. So am I. Hehheheheheee (: Reach home around 9plus. Guess whaaaaat, baby <3 help me with my quiz and RJ.

Baby <3, thanks for helping me with the quiz and RJ. I didn’t learn anything from today’s lesson. Sorry to make you tired and trouble you. I looooooooooooooooooveee you so much. Had fun with you at Admiralty Park. Your kiss makes me high. It makes me want to fly high up in the skyyyy. I won’t leave you baby <3 like how I leave iqbal. It won’t happen. I pray that you’re the one for me, and I’m the one for you. I want to live my whole life with you hubby <3. I want to be under your arms right now.

Aiyaooo. I miss baby so much. Baby is being so naughty we want to buy for me iPod Nano the latest model for me. Its expensive people.

Please baby<3 don’t be naughty. Mama and papa will really scold you if you buy. Pleaseeeeeee.

Anywayy, back to me. I am having my presentation later. Arghh! Fish this faci. Blooody 62 yrs old faggot. My teams presentation sure to die one. Cnfrm faci will aim us. Screw him. I am damn sleepy and tired. After school there is Cypher meeting and Slack with baby till 9pm!! Wheeeeeeee. I likeee. Can do stuffs. Hahahahhahahahaaaaaa <3

Tired after swimming but still have the energy to webcam with baby. Yayyyyyyy! Tomorrow meet baby.

Baby never fails to make me smile each day. That’s what makes me love him. He soooooooooo cute. How I wish we are able to get married now. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. Baby is tired and he still wants to webcam. I feel like sleeping beside him. Under his warm arm. Please make time goes faster so that I am able to sleep with him..

Today had a great time. Baby came all the way from Woodlands to Tampines just to fetch me. And we headed back to Woodlands. Sorry baby to trouble you. Met Shahirah and Ruhhaidi at woodlands mrt interchange. We then trained to Chinese Garden.

Had fun swimming with baby. Baby is so naughty but overall I had a WONDERFUL time with him. I love you so much dear. I miss baby after he send me off.

I LOVE YOU BABY <3

Arghhh!! I had difficulties getting on the bus just now. I miss around 5 buses. Reach at the bus stop around 6:25am and board the bus around 7plus. Waited for 1hour. Fish!!

Now in the class having programing lesson and guess what. IM WITHOUT MAKE UP!!! Will put it on later. I look so pale like I’m a sick person. Baby<3 is webcam-ing with me now.

Baby, I miss you so much

It’s a bless to have you in my life.

Things wont be the same now. Even though he forgive me, i still dont have the face or heart to meet him. Even though he can say he forgive me but deep down in his heart he is still hurt. I know I'm not perfect for him. He is too good for me. I am not aftering his money. I cant bare to see his face. I guess starting from now things might change the way i am towards him. He needs time to heal. I'm not sure how long will it take. 1week, 1month, 1year?? I dont know. Hopefully it wont take that long. I love him so much and I thank god for making him entering my life.

This mistake would not repeat again. I guess it is time for me to change number to avoid anymore quarelling with him. And is best cause, ex would not disturb me anymore and make us fight.

Baby, if you are reading this, i just want to let you know that i love you so much and i am sorry for my unthinkable mistake that i have done. The way u treat me now will be different i guess. The awkwardness will come soon i guess. I just want to live happily with you. This mistake would not repeat anymore.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!

My past was being said again due to ex I guess. I didn’t blame him. I understand. This is the consequences about doing it. So to girls out there please don’t you ever trust guys’ sweet talk. Cause when you found someone whom you love whole heartedly, it’s hard for them to accept the fact. Think twice before you do.