Things wont be the same now. Even though he forgive me, i still dont have the face or heart to meet him. Even though he can say he forgive me but deep down in his heart he is still hurt. I know I'm not perfect for him. He is too good for me. I am not aftering his money. I cant bare to see his face. I guess starting from now things might change the way i am towards him. He needs time to heal. I'm not sure how long will it take. 1week, 1month, 1year?? I dont know. Hopefully it wont take that long. I love him so much and I thank god for making him entering my life.

This mistake would not repeat again. I guess it is time for me to change number to avoid anymore quarelling with him. And is best cause, ex would not disturb me anymore and make us fight.

Baby, if you are reading this, i just want to let you know that i love you so much and i am sorry for my unthinkable mistake that i have done. The way u treat me now will be different i guess. The awkwardness will come soon i guess. I just want to live happily with you. This mistake would not repeat anymore.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!